fight the vision of horror they offer - a vision that culminates in
that which horrifies us the most: ourselves at our worst. And we take
on what we call evil; take it on ourselves so that the world can be
free of its despair.
Of course, that despair, lying like a chasm
in our hearts, is a reflection of the indifferent cosmos, cold with
a beauty that kills life even as it fosters it. It is the other face
of beauty, its reflection in the mirror of love - brutal and hard
and destroying. Kali was, as we know, a goddess.
And in such ways, beauty and ugliness, hatred
and love meet, mix, mingle; become one.
6. The Ice in the Mouth of Venus
She rises naked from the waves. A retainer
huddles a wrapping toward her to warm and hide
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her. Two spirits ride the air nearby, wrapped in each other's limbs,
a certain awed joy on their faces. She herself stands pensive, unself-conscious,
gazing at, yet through, the viewer, rapt in daydream. The revelation
seems complete, or as complete as it can be (what is she thinking?
she does not, cannot speak). The veil has fallen, the vision appears;
the ghost of that ancient presence has raised its eyes to meet our
own.
Thus beauty speaks to us: there is no veil
between us and its startling joy, and yet there is a sense of hiddenness
in even the clearest, most sharply defined beauty, a sense that there
is more to find here, an infinite progression behind each shape, like
a door opening into a palace of labyrinths.
Thus beauty, insofar as it is beauty.
Yet there has grown up a counter-myth of beauty: beauty as deception,
lure and snare, will-o'-wisp leading
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