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9. Love's Illusion
Our need to know the truth - and the distrust
we learn for our sudden intuitions of truth, which are so much like
beauty's revelations, but as misleading as they are briefly convincing
- sometimes leads us to see beauty itself as an illusion, something
that floats on the surface of an object but tells us nothing trust-worthy
about it. We see beauty as a will-o'-wisp, as Siren, Lorelei, witch;
as the devil's sweetest manifestation of untruth and destroyer of
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soul - "thou shalt have no graven images before me" lest its beauty
steal your soul. Puritans of all generations fear beauty, especially
its highest form in the radiant flesh of youth, the splendor of a
woman's body, as much as they cannot help loving it, and with the
demented passion of a jealous lover, try to destroy it. The most common
complaint between lovers is "You lied to me" - but it is not the lover
who lies; their beauty said one thing, and they said another; their
beauty said "Yes" and their mouths said "No." In bafflement and longing,
we say, "You're lying."
Schöne schein: the beautiful image,
beautiful mask, shimmer on the surface of a lake in late summer, slick
of oil on the road after rain,
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