Beauty is the self meeting the objects outside
it, its world, in a moment of harmony and accord. Some objects speak
to a particular person's harmonies or disharmonies more readily than
others, and for longer or briefer periods - but none do for long,
and none can forever. Not even a person. Not even I. Not even you.
Otherwise we would never have known that gray futility called boredom.
Boredom, the frame of beauty.
Boredom, that frustrated search for stimulation;
hence the ache that attends it. Apathy, on the other hand, is simple
lack of interest, indifferent to cause or consequence, the armor of
the nerves. It has a bad reputation, undeservedly, since it is surely
higher than the experience of pain (the motto "No pain, no gain" being
based on a misunderstanding) and is often
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the prelude to serenity, which is, as a constant mood, the highest
happiness we will know.
"Ever," whispers beauty's honesty.
What is the extent of the illusion of beauty
- is beauty's illusion in a sense beauty's truth? Must it be that
what appears always has to be belied by what is - or is that too merely
an appearance to be torn from the next "is," and so on, until the
end of time?
Yet beauty is a perception - an act of thought
and judgment - and not merely a sensation. To call something beautiful
is to judge it, to call it good and true: we can trust its report
to us and its effect on us. Beauty is indeed the visible embodiment
and expression of goodness and truth; if not, we no longer feel quite
right about
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